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Iapos;m turning more skitzofrenic, paranoid and closer to a deep depression by every day that passes. Guh. I canapos;t handle this. I�keep bringing myself down in ways that are so insane. Like I convince myself that Emma doesnapos;t really love me since I donapos;t hear from her, but�I�know thatapos;s not the case. I keep telling myself that Iapos;m gonna end up alone in the end and I avoid Ola cause�I canapos;t deal. I keep finding myself staring at things for several minutes for no reason. And I keep falling asleep everywhere. Thereapos;s something wrong with the air in my school right now which makes all students really tired as soon as they step foot in the school (seriously, it hasnapos;t always been that way).
Graham Coxon was on TV earlier, was a nice surprise. =)
My back and stomach hurts an insane amount today which has caused me to ask Malin to shoot me several times in school today. The sad thing is that I only had three lessons. Iapos;m seriously thinking of skipping school tomorrow. Or Iapos;ll go home early for some reason, cause�I canapos;t deal. I canapos;t. Itapos;s all too much. I hate this.
At least Johanna complimented me today on how my tee matched my eyes and that she liked it. That was the only positive thing to happend today. I wrote a review on The Nightmare�Before�Christmas for Norra�Hallands-newspaper. Havenapos;t written it in on the computer yet though.
I have loads of schoolwork I�should get done but I canapos;t bother to do so. Iapos;ll see if I skip school tomorrow or not. Guh. Guh. Guh.

Shoot me?
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